Poem Explain

Who am I lost in oblivion I hope he doesn’t mind I only want to be lost in me to get lost in him he says he’ll never leave me should I believe him our world keeps spinning wall-less halls jowls full of snarling teeth help me rest easy he’s my beast and my beginning…

Becoming Jayne

Receiving messages in my inbox has given me the idea to explain why I have changed my name to Becoming Jayne. It is not that I am in the process of becoming my middle name. It may seem like that at face value but there is more to it. Growing into a successful adult required…

A Novel in a month?!

In the month of November, I posted a picture on my Instagram and my Facebook, with a super excited face, about being part of some strange thing called Nanowrimo. I figured it was time for an update and give a little explanation about my Nanowrimo experience. I heard about Nanowrimo sometime in 2015 but I didn’t…

Grapefruits

The walls aren’t talking to me anymore. The paper has been torn away and I have nothing left to peel. Besides grapefruits. I always loved my grapefruits peeled like oranges. I used to watch my grandmother eat hers with sugar and one of those serrated spoons. She would come in the living room and plunk…

5 things I learned from living in my car

Public Libraries are gifts from the community I was delighted every morning to have a place where I could go to write and read books in peace without feeling out of place. It was always nice to get out of the heat and the librarians were always pleasant and willing to help. Plus, free WiFi….

It’s the distractions in life

So while most of the students around me are taking notes, I’m obsessed with finding more out about this element called Bromine. I laugh to myself. Then some how my inner evil takes over. I wonder, what I can blow up with this stuff? Omg, something bright and pink. Lithium!? “mmm, Yes, it burns pink.” (I…

Up there?!

After doing some morning writing and getting my munchkie on the bus, I had to get out of the house for a walk. I usually wouldn’t bring my dog because she isn’t leash trained. When other dogs show up she tends to be a bit more aggressive. Since it was early and cold, I didn’t…

My place of Freedom

I have finally found it!! A place of freedom. I got worried for a little while that there was something wrong with me. But I googled every possible ailment and thank goodness I suffer from none except for maybe ambition. I am a hot mess. I get motivated to change the world. I get hurt…

I am an Unbeliever

Let me start by saying, no, I am not referring to Christianity in anyway. I am a Christian. I am referring to the devils voice inside my head, to the haters, and to those who expect me to fail. I am absolutely an unbeliever. It’s funny, once you have a break through, how many things…

Rebelious Love

We were walking trying to find a place to be rebels in secret. Some would think rebels in secret would be pointless, but that didn’t cross our mind. We had a plan and it was going to be executed. We run, hands clasped, trees racing by. They all look the same at first. Then I…