I am an Unbeliever

Let me start by saying, no, I am not referring to Christianity in anyway. I am a Christian. I am referring to the devils voice inside my head, to the haters, and to those who expect me to fail. I am absolutely an unbeliever. It’s funny, once you have a break through, how many things…

What are you waiting for?

  There are many times in life where patience is important. I try throughout my week to delay gratification. Waiting for things is a part of life. We wait for Mr. Right, perfect moments, the next paycheck, or the courage to do something new. I do also know that America culturally expects instant gratification. As…

Makeup Artist Entries

Journal Entry Feb 7, 2003 As a child I always wanted to be a ballerina. I watched a movie about Degas and how he painted “The Little Dancer” and was excited to have that experience. I loved dancing. I wasn’t a prima ballerina but I loved modern ballet. I loved that I needed no words…

What is Ambition?

      Ambition is a strong desire to achieve, requiring determination and hard work. Ambition is subjective and complicated to measure. Some people may not fit society’s idea of “hard working” but, are ambitious. There are many famed artists, intellectuals, teachers, protesters, etc. who were thought of as lazy and lost but, the whole time they were…