Grapefruits

The walls aren’t talking to me anymore. The paper has been torn away and I have nothing left to peel. Besides grapefruits. I always loved my grapefruits peeled like oranges. I used to watch my grandmother eat hers with sugar and one of those serrated spoons. She would come in the living room and plunk…

5 things I learned from living in my car

Public Libraries are gifts from the community I was delighted every morning to have a place where I could go to write and read books in peace without feeling out of place. It was always nice to get out of the heat and the librarians were always pleasant and willing to help. Plus, free WiFi….

It’s the distractions in life

So while most of the students around me are taking notes, I’m obsessed with finding more out about this element called Bromine. I laugh to myself. Then some how my inner evil takes over. I wonder, what I can blow up with this stuff? Omg,¬†something bright and pink. Lithium!? “mmm, Yes, it burns pink.” (I…

My place of Freedom

I have finally found it!! A place of freedom. I got worried for a little while that there was something wrong with me. But I googled every possible ailment and thank goodness I suffer from none except for maybe ambition. I am a hot mess. I get motivated to change the world. I get hurt…

I am an Unbeliever

Let me start by saying, no, I am not referring to Christianity in anyway. I am a Christian. I am referring to the devils voice inside my head, to the haters, and to those who expect me to fail. I am absolutely an unbeliever. It’s funny, once you have a break through, how many things…

Rebelious Love

We were walking trying to find a place to be rebels in secret. Some would think rebels in secret would be pointless, but that didn’t cross our mind. We had a plan and it was going to be executed. We run, hands clasped, trees racing by. They all look the same at first. Then I…

What are you waiting for?

  There are many times in life where patience is important. I try throughout my week to delay gratification. Waiting for things is a part of life. We wait for Mr. Right, perfect moments, the next paycheck, or the courage to do something new. I do also know that America culturally expects instant gratification. As…

Tell a lie once…

I think there are many times in life where a lie is much easier than the truth. We all have done it at some point. I’m a very trusting person until I find out I have been lied to. I will then trust nothing you tell me.

What to expect when turning, Dirty Thirty

Thirty I am a women who loves to plan events. I feel like that would be my only way into Stepford. I feel like a lady when I do and I am inspired by pink, gold, and macaroon decorations. Thirty is something I have been planning for a while. Well, that and my wedding. As…